thought-provoking. only word that can adequately describe the reading of the purpose driven life. sometimes i just have to stop after reading just one page of a new chapter because it really hits home and you just need to stop and reflect. reading that book is fantastic if you're looking for a purpose, it'll help you with direction too. good stuff. especially with my As this year too, at least it'll help me iron out my priorities.

you know... i was simply too burned out today after piano to even go out with whomever was free. i didn't even bother to ask because i was just shagged. spent the last few hours reading seduction in death (which was not a kinky sex novel but a murder story) lazing on my bed, munching on a piece of french toast and sipping languidly on soya milk with Taufik's soulful voice setting the mood. not a perfect picture because the french toast while delicious could have been replaced by chocolates and the soya milk with the unopened bottle of sparkling red grape juice. nonetheless, still pretty perfect because it was time for myself.

life. you just have to learn to love it. i guess worries and stuff and all part and parcel of life. but we should try to enjoy it too and take joy in the little things that come our way. ever had soft flower petals brush your cheek? so soft, so sweet the fragrance, giving such a picture of sensuality and romance? maybe i'll get some flowers this V day from my friends. hmm... luxuries, but that makes life all the more worth living doesn't it? (oh yet again the materialism of it all but still)

still haven't gotten down to shopping for new year clothes. i have too much black.